ينطبق هذا الشئ علىّ جداً...حتى و إن لم ينطبق على غيرى فأنا أصبحت شديد التمسك به لا شعورياً. للحظة تساءلت كيف أنى لا أكاد أتذكر شيئاً عن مدرستى...عن الجامعة التى ما زلت أدرس بها و مع ذلك أنسى أى إرتباط يجمعنى بها...كيف أنى لا أحاول تذكر حدثاً ما كان لا أثر جليل على جميعهم سواى !!!
معقول ؟!...أصبحت أخشى الإنتماء، فمبدأ الثقة لا أجده ضمن مبادئى. لا يوجد أى إرتباط بشئ، بشخص، بناس، بمكان...لا يوجد أى إرتباط يمكن أن يُقال أنه ثابت أو مقدس. ده يبقى إيه طيب ؟؟
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i think the word 'entema2' refers to something that we belong to because it got a real role in our life , like being the place we grown up in , or we took our education from it. but actually this isn't enough for 'entema2' why?.. because we must have a role in it too, to feel that we are a part from its existence likegypt for ex it's not enough that we're born in it to be really 'montameyin' to the country we just appreciate and thankful-although sometimes we're not- but aftr that our role comes when we're grown up and contribute in its development, helping the coming generation to be better then and only then we become 'really montameyin', concerning your school and university, seems like u were just a receiver u took ur education but they didn't give u the chance to give, and that what usually counts. The word 'sekka'-i think- that it should not be 'mabda2' because we only trust God and no oneelse deserves it. on the other hand it should be there without being mabda2.talking about 'sabet we mokadass' don't search for these two words on earth because it only refers to God.
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